on Mental Health – the Infinite

a Traveling Dragon/on Mental Health/on Queerness/the Cycle of the Seasons

how can we know how precious it is?

Right now it is June, and I must dance through this month even if it tries to kill me, because I am here, and we are here, and we should live as our brilliant b...

a dark sky with clouds and a rainbow arching down from left to right. there are some tree tops at the bottom of the image.

on Chosen Family/on Deathwork & Griefwork/on Grief/on Hope/on Mental Health

because our choices led us here

I don't know what to say, really, except that this is so incredibly hard and none of us know how to get through it, not really.

on Deathwork & Griefwork/on Grief/on Mental Health/Poems

falling out of the light {poem}

cw: poetic imagery of drowning, ideation, hopelessness

a photo of the word 'memories', framed in white, lying with a spray of red berries and a white cloth on a dark knit blanket

on Deathwork & Griefwork/on Mental Health

the things we forget on purpose

Part of why I write here is to bleed off some of the pressure of the years of trauma and grief I've experienced, but it's so hard to write when it really hurts.

a four-panel web comic by poorlydrawnlines.com. the scene is outdoors with a few clouds in the blue sky and a few mountains in the distance, with a dark-haired man in the foreground. first panel: 'good morning, sad earth.' says the man. second panel: 'good morning, sad child.' says one of the mountains. third panel: 'hey.' says the man with a frown. fourth panel: 'I'm a sad adult.' says the frowning man, pointing at himself.

on Happiness/on Mental Health/on Neurodivergence

I’ve written myself into a corner

I'm in therapy, THANK THE GODS.

a three dimensional web of green rope against a clay colored background

on Chronic Illness/on Mental Health/on Queerness/the Pandemic

fragments of self

The self that exists in meatspace and on the internet has become fragmented in a way that deeply upsets me.