I'm really fucking depressed most of the time, is what I'm saying. I am fucking struggling. I am having days where I have so many mood swings that I feel like I...
Right now it is June, and I must dance through this month even if it tries to kill me, because I am here, and we are here, and we should live as our brilliant b...
I don't know what to say, really, except that this is so incredibly hard and none of us know how to get through it, not really.
cw: poetic imagery of drowning, ideation, hopelessness
Part of why I write here is to bleed off some of the pressure of the years of trauma and grief I've experienced, but it's so hard to write when it really hurts.
I'm in therapy, THANK THE GODS.