I'm really fucking depressed most of the time, is what I'm saying. I am fucking struggling. I am having days where I have so many mood swings that I feel like I...
Sometimes there is pain layered into love but that does not make it any less true.
I don't know what to say, really, except that this is so incredibly hard and none of us know how to get through it, not really.
I think I'm learning that even experiencing a Mystery does not mean it can be fully comprehended. The only thing we have is what we noticed, what was revealed, ...
I have no family but the one I choose. And I will choose them over and over and over again because I know what it's like to choose the wrong thing and suffer be...
cw: poetic imagery of drowning, ideation, hopelessness